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ヤ傻傻愛你ゞ 发表于 2008-7-28 19:12

[原创]其实我什么都不想要

<p><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">&nbsp;时间过得很快</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">但是很多事都埋藏在我的心里</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">时不时的想起那些画面</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我不知道是害怕还是什么</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">.</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">感觉很难受</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">很想去抓住</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">但是抓不住</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我没办法去抓</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我想哭</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">很想哭</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">可是感觉没力气了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我是不是心理那个别障碍过不去</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">?</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">那个画面一直出现</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我好怕</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">好怕呀</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">因为一出现那个画面我就很想哭</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">内心跟着一起流血的感觉</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我想每个人都会这样吧</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">?</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">亲人</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">爸爸妈妈是我们最最亲近的人</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">为什么要有这样的轮回</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">?</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我选择了用手去打电视机</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">想发疯似的在家乱舞</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">跟疯了一样</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">更是气得跳楼</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">都被拉住了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我是真的很傻吗</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">?</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">可是那股力量到来的时候</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">你大脑是不受自己控制的</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">一心想到的就是逃脱这个是非的地方</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">远远的离开</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">他们拉住了我</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">.</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">告诉我要好好活下去</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">争口气</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">可我的那口气在哪</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">?</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">活得真失败</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">真的是失去了才知道珍惜</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我现在是真的真的明白了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">朋友们觉得我变了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">变得很依赖在家的感觉</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">也不出去耍了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">更是离开了那个让我有很多很多回忆的家乡</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">跟妈妈生活在一起</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">开始我新的生活</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">答应了爹爹的事</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我好怕他失望</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">哎</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我该怎么办才好</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">加油</span></span></p>
<p><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563"></span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">是啊</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">是啊</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我应该好好面对一切</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">承受着一切</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我没任何怨言</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">你们说我</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我也听到就是了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">有谁家的姐姐还给一个自己都不爱的过客说自己妹妹的坏话呢</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">?!</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">真是好笑</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">!</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">那个过客后来全告诉我了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">并且还说了她好多的丑事</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">, </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我真为有这样的人惭愧</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">!</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">哈哈</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">..</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我真不知道是该同情你</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">.</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">还是同情我自己</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">你也算是个人才</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">论口才我是不如你</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">论外表和其它面</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">你差远了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">没资格来说我</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">谢了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我听到这些事以后是哭了</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">而且很伤心</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">但总算是看清楚了你的面目</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">!</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">虽然你这么对我</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">在外人面前</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我还是站在了你这边的</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">不管过客说过什么</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我都还是说的</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,"</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">她是我姐姐</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我永远站在她这边的</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">关系各是各</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">我对她还跟原来一样</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">"..</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">说这些不是要哪个来同情</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><span style="COLOR: #636563">也不需要</span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: arial"><span style="COLOR: #636563">,</span></span><br/></p>

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